Why arent I Popular??? 😔

So sitting hear thinking why many of random persons on social media are so popular and why am I not??? Lol. Perhaps because I dont give my all to media. Im very private and I think because I grew up that way. Its a quality and a downfall at the same damn time!! Geesh😳 Do I have anyone who feels the same?? But why dont I give my all? Open my life up to anything and be strong enough to handle everything? You know why because that scares the sh** outta me! Lol. I did say this year I will be me and give the world a taste! Open up my creative mind for others to live a little in my world. Success is scarey so here I go……Happy Saturday my peoples💋

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Trip to Dubai

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So just coming back from my trip 2 Dubai👏👏👏 what more shall I say😘It is a GORG place. It really has you put your life into perspective. The way life works in Dubai is everyone knows there roles and rolls with it! OMG🔥🔥 When I say its a modern, cleaner Las Vegas! The buildings, fashions, sand, beaches and air. Luckily we went at the end of “Winter,” which translates into 85-93 degree weather. They say it gets up to 125 degrees in the Summer months….no Thank you💋 these are a sneak peek of some of my colorful outfits..Enjoy💋

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Another Fashionable but lonely Sunday night…..

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So yes another lonely but cute and comfy Sunday! My ex texted but like the strong independent woman I am….Didn’t even reply. (I was strong today). Today I said what the hell its a goodtime to start working on my vision boards and get my life together! You know what, it actually calmed me down today. I practiced patience. Patience to realive the things I can change and accept the things I cannot. Each week I want to challenge myself. Step outside the box a little and live. Whether its wearing some of my daring clothes I’ve once purchased that still has the tags on it or simply speaking up and giving my brillant perspective on a non-important topic of conversation (Yes, you noticed I said brillant. Hehee😜) But this year I want to challenge myself and inch little by little into the world of the unknown. Because you never truly live until you’ve fallen. And yet arose…..Sweet dreams my peeps💋💋

Am I still in Love….

Awww here we go with this word….Love. What is it really because after all my years of life I still dont know? Sometimes I dont know the difference between loving a person and being in love with a person. Its such a fine line that I feel cross one another in the matter of dates and temperment. Geesh I know who I am in love with; Loubutins, giuseppis, YSLs’, Jimmy just to name a few. Thats the love I know. Hopefully Ill find a love with a heart beat and not just a sole…😳💭💍👥👣💘

What doesnt kill you….

Makes you stronger. Yes, this is true. Sometimes you ever wonder….why? I know we all do but it seems like there’s always drama. I think clothes can sometimes make you stronger. Stronger in a sense of your outter appearance. When you look good you automatically feel better. Which eventually carries on to your inner self. So yes, dressing is everything. When Im having a terrible night the next morning I say to myself I going to look even better today….lifes’
cards are unpredictable ❤️

Bruised but not Broken Jimmy Choo’s!!

Bruised but not Broken Jimmy Choo's!!

Just look at my bruised heels. Has this happened to anyone? OMG or am I the only one? LOL. Who’s expensive pair of fire Jimmy Choo’s get stuck in an escalator on a date? Yes, I was on a date? How embarrassing. Gessh…..I was standing at the bottom of the escalator bare foot with my date attempting to pull my shoes out! Luckily Saks are going to repair them free of charge. Oh boy, now every time I get on the escalator, I get flash backs!!!! Only me……LMBO.

Please let me know if this has ever happened to anyone……Peace and XOXO

Maturity, Marriage and Money——New Career

So today is a happy day but still feeling a little stagnated. What do I do next, career wise? I have a full-time job that makes great coins…well good nickels but it’s not what I love. I wanna love, love my job and dress for success. I know that’s so corny. But where do I go now? I feel like I’ve interned tell I died. So I need money! Mullah baby. Of course I want a fashionable job but will that happen…..who knows? However, I’m dying to reach my new mountain…well climb this new heel

OMG! I have died for fashion since I was born.  A nature born seller! But the career aspect has not always worked out with my coins.  My coins fall short when I work in fashion.  I guess I need to focus on patience and how can I do that when Valentino, Louboo’s come out weekly, with a hot new pair of fires!! Oh boy, I just don’t what to do or where to go next. I feel like this year things will come to me quite clearly.  This is my year for clarity.   I will find an outlet that will show me my destiny and how to get there.  I know there are soooo many things in store for my FAB life just gotta find a way to get there. 

I’m shy so that doesn’t help. But this year will be my break through year as I continue to make strides and be more confident in my choices.  Be more content in my decisions.  And just love all my mistakes and success.  I’m ready for the next chapter in my life. Maturity, marriage and money!!! Yes. That’s what’s next.

So let’s get ready for our….I repeat, “Our journey.”

XOXO…Kisses